Special Request

I slept about 4 1/2 hours last night...tops. I took two TRAC tests cuz the first one was absolutely awful. So, I waited till I could relax and took another one which turned out good. However, I special requested that Brian not give me my numbers for today. It's safe to assume that the amount of sleep I had + the reaction of Brian after my lift = not even remotely close to where I should or want to be. I have been really working on getting better mentally and not holding on to past workouts. I've been trying to focus on each individual workout as a new one with new expectations and new possible outcomes. So, I didn't want to take what I had a feeling was one of the world's worst lifts and put it in my brain for storage. I'm trying to make better decisions about things and keep some pressure off myself. I think it's helping. I just don't have it down-pat yet. I'm getting there. :) I'm hoping Sunday will be an upstairs day to go over some things, so, there might not be a blog. Everyone have a great weekend!!!!!!!!!